Thursday, June 16, 2005

MiXeD EmOTiOns

I feel warmth
I feel coldness
I feel hope
I feel loneliness
I feel tired
I feel empty
I feel loved
I feel crazy
I feel hungry
I feel thirsty
I feel pain
I feel horror
I feel excitement
I feel regret
I feel happiness
I feel sorrow
I feel redemption
I feel failure

I feel ecstasy
I feel danger
I feel freedom
I feel alone
I feel wanted
I feel wanting to be wanted
I feel poetic
I feel static
I feel nothing
I feel numb.

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

WoRkInG aT hOMe

Hmm...Am back again. Miss me? Ehehe. Well, its me and my big mouth (with infections) again. Yup, you heard err...i mean, you read it right! I have a viral infection and it has affected my mouth, well, strictly speaking, my throat. As the doctor diagnosed, I have acute viral tonsilopharyngitis and conjunctivitis.

Dear, wala na bang ihahaba yang diagnosis na yan?!?!$*#$$)%)(*. I can hardly say it! My throat is like the house of the dead...you wouldnt want to see it. Both my tonsils are so swollen, they almost touch each other! No wonder I've been having 40C fever for days. Thanks to my bestfriend for taking care of me and for my friends and family who never stopped praying for me.

However, I am still sick. Right now I am working from home. I attended the phone conference yesterday and I wonder if the guys from Malaysia and from Taiwan can hear the roar of the tricycles and the barking of our 3 powerful dogs. Not to mention the call waiting beep. Hehehe..

I have been wearing this fossil eyeglass I got from Subic. I feel like a superhero....hmm....Cyclops? hehehe...Well, I feel more like Yak (you know mighty man and yak?) except that I have the eyeglass instead of the house.