MaRuNOng Pa Ke YoDA

ThE KiliKiLi Dialogues

I don't think its me. I am sure its not me. Somebody's Stinking!
Naknamputsa, hanimalllliiiiiistic na kilikili yon!
I am sure it's not me kasi when I move to a different place, it goes away. Besides, kung ako yun, di ba dapat I shouldn't be smelling my self?
It smells like a vinegar mixed with guava. It is so acidic just the mere smell of it gives me ulcers!
I have been smelling this since yesterday. Walang sinabi ang cologne ko. Halos dasalan ko na ang cube ko kasi baka may masamang espiritu pero walang japeks!
These are one of those times na i wish may facial mask ako or may sipon ako! Matindi talaga sya as in amoy na amoy ko now...somebody please! give me amonia! I am going to faint! HaaaYayYYYY...
Could it be my cube mate? Well, I dont think so. I am sure di sya yun kasi wala sya kahapon dahil may sakit sya?
Eh kaming 2 lang dito eh!!!
I guess its from the other cube. Tinde! Long distance..
I wonder if I am the only one smelling it...
Gusto ko tuloy kumanta ng ...
Lets do the funk
Lets do the first day funk

I can SeE ClEArLY NoW

I can see clearly now
the rain has gone
I can see all obstacles in my way
Gone are the dark clouds
that had me blind

It's going to be a bright,
bright sunshiny day

I think I can make it now
the pain has gone
And all of the bad feelings
have disappeared

Here is the rainbow
I've been praying for
It's gonna be a bright,
bright sunshiny day

Look all around there's nothing
but blue skies
Look straight ahead nothing
but blue skies

I think I can make it
now the pain has gone
And all of the bad feelings
have disappeared
I can see clearly now
the rain has gone
It's gonna be a bright,
bright Sunshiny day

After the rain, there is always a sunshine...a rainbow. Yesterday and the day before was probably my most dreaded moment. But I was able to face all of them. With HIS help. Nothing could be more powerful than a prayer. Than calmness. Sometimes, we let our anger crowd our own judgements. We let anger take over and destroy us. I am not going to let anger consume me anymore.

For those who were puzzled by the weird post yesterday, I am not going to remove it. I am not going to take it off as some people would probably do to cover up for something. I am just human. And being human, I have emotions too. You can always see me happy and joking and playing around with people, making them laugh, but I, too, have my own issues. And sometimes, I also need someone, or should i say, some people, to make me smile.

Last night before I went to sleep ( actually i dozed off), my life flashed in front of me. My friends. My family. My barkadings. My blockmates. My high school friends. My playmates (and i really mean playmates) when I was just in kindergarten. Sometimes, I think that it must be really great to remain a child. But since I can't, I guess I should just remain a child at heart.

But this morning, I woke up to reality: I have work to do. Lots of them. Next week I have to leave for Malaysia for a couple of months. I don't know if I will like it there but I guess I will just make the best out of my stay. It will buy me off some time so I could get to finish my thesis and write three technical papers as well.

When I come to think of it, I should be happy. Despite the problems in my life, I have friends beside me. I might not be able to keep in touch with them but I know in my heart that they would still be friends. I guess I will be visiting them all today. In their blogs. :-)

Life has to go on. I will start anew. No grudges. No pain. Just a smile in my heart. :-)

ThE BloG

I have read something that I didn't like. Something that I didn't expect. But at least now i know the truth. The truth hurts...but only for a while. I just hope some people believed in KARMA...
How would you feel about a lie that's been going on for so long? I pity myself. But then i stopped. I guess I should pity you more.

I guess I am tired of the old stories. The old dramas.

There are some things I have learned:

1. The truth shall come out.

2. Never try to make other people look bad by getting others to pity you because when they find out who you really are beneath the covers...lagot!

3. Nakakapagod din pala magpatawad. Mas nakakapagod magmukhang tanga.

4. Friends come in handy. I am glad I keep lots of them.

5. You might be able to fool them today. But they will find it out someday...

This is the last time I will speak like this and the last time i will be bitter like this.
Nakakainis.
Gusto ko mangigil.
Next time magdedevice ako ng sumasabog na blog.
Or maybe....pwede ring ako ang magpasabog! mwahahahaha!!!!! *evilgrin*